The economy is in bad shape and we need to hold on tight to reach land in this ocean of dreariness. Things will work out and there will be light at the end of this tunnel.
My life has been affected by this down ward spiral and I'm pulling the rip cord before I hit the ground. I'm not panicking, just bracing for the hit.
Often when you think of a depression your memories may flash to black and white photographs of people who had nothing and survived by helping family and friends. Lighting fires in garbage cans and begging for a penny on the street to get a slice of bread, or a match to light the garbage can fire.
I don't suspect that things will get that bad. I hope not. I took a walk on my lunch break yesterday and my mind was lost to day dreaming. I imagined what would happen if there was suddenly a news bulletin, "U.S. currency is worthless.."? I'm not sure of the circumstances to bring this to fruition, however, I wondered what hell would that bring? Would every company go out of business? Would rioting in the streets start instantaneously? Would schools be overwhelmed as parents tore their children out to ensure their family's survival? Would police departments crumble? Would the government?
Would those with guns in their homes now make the rules? Would that be the end?
I'd like to believe that our friends over seas would lend a hand. Or would the United States of America just become the latest item up for bid?
That is what I thought of as I took my walk. It sent shivers up my spine.
I also watch a lot of movies and I love drama, so I'll see the credits roll in my "mind reel" and let that night mare end peacefully.
With the bail out in effect and a new President in office, I can only be optimistic and hope everything will turn out great in the end.
It's going to take time. Many have said it will get worse before it gets better.
Well, we'll see if all those animated specials really sank in about family being the most important part of the holidays.
It's going to be a simple Christmas for me and my family.
Good luck to any one reading this who was also affected by the economic orphanage fire that's happening.
My heart is with you, for my heart is all I can afford to give.
Be well. Stay safe.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Yes We Did!
Here we are on the first day of a new future for our country. Is there a lot at stake? Yes. Is there elation and illumination filling the streets of this nation? Absolutely. Will things turn around in our government by Saturday? No way Jose! If you have a brain in your skull, you get the reality of this. It is going to take time and effort to make things move forward. JUST to move forward. By that I mean just to begin the steam engine to change direction may take up to four years. If President Obama has any influence and is very persistent things may begin to move in a year or two. Where we are as a country is , well, imagine a eagle, with big beautiful wings soaring toward an open valley, full of green pastures surrounded by towering mountains....but loses it's direction and lands to rest. Somehow it gets it's claws caught in a crevasse in the bottom of a cavern. The creature is trapped, not able to pull itself out...it hears something, the sound of rushing water...as the cavern begins to fill. Then out of the darkness steps a man. He has never helped a trapped animal as powerful and as full of potential, but he reaches down... to do SOMETHING, anything, to give this majestic beautiful bird a chance to take flight again.
That is a melo-dramatic metaphor, but I don't give a hoot as that's what we need. To see the drama in this. To take note, and stand up and get ready for whatever may come.
There may even be more darkness ahead before we even see a shimmer of light at the end of this tunnel. But at least there is hope and inspiration.
If you are reading this and you are unhappy about our new leader, that's o.k., let him prove himself, I agree. You can't just be all talk, and charm. Something tells me that President Obama knows the pressure he is under. He understands the scrutiny his actions will be under by everyone, by specifically those who supported his competitor. Even the people who voted for him, many of them may disagree greatly with the choices he makes as our 44th.
I saw the live shots in Chicago, and in Harlem too. There was a gasp and then a roar of joy! There was dancing and crying, cheering and singing! Heck, Oprah was there. She was honestly hiding behind some civilians, and she looked like a little girl with tears in her eyes. And I am not a fan of Oprah.
Some of you may be like, "yeah sure, that's what a presidency is all about, dancing...give me a break...". You have to put this in perspective. One hundred and fifty years after the end of slavery, a man that would have (despite his intelligence and influence) been maybe working on a farm, or a plantation. He is a symbol of freedom. If you have ever felt pushed aside for what you look like, or because you were different in some way, our President is who you should think of. Yes, the man is brilliant academically, and the ladies love him, but he is still something to acknowledge. The beginning of hopefully a better America.
If he doesn't fulfill our "dreams" so what. He is still just a man. But by his being elected, we have shown something to the rest of the world. YES we can!
Be proud today, no matter your political path. Be proud to be an American! I know it sounds corny. But we made history. He has a lot to live up to. Give him a chance.
I want nothing more than to see this country great again!!!!
Think about it.
God bless, the United States of America! And just to be sure, keep your fingers crossed. :)
That is a melo-dramatic metaphor, but I don't give a hoot as that's what we need. To see the drama in this. To take note, and stand up and get ready for whatever may come.
There may even be more darkness ahead before we even see a shimmer of light at the end of this tunnel. But at least there is hope and inspiration.
If you are reading this and you are unhappy about our new leader, that's o.k., let him prove himself, I agree. You can't just be all talk, and charm. Something tells me that President Obama knows the pressure he is under. He understands the scrutiny his actions will be under by everyone, by specifically those who supported his competitor. Even the people who voted for him, many of them may disagree greatly with the choices he makes as our 44th.
I saw the live shots in Chicago, and in Harlem too. There was a gasp and then a roar of joy! There was dancing and crying, cheering and singing! Heck, Oprah was there. She was honestly hiding behind some civilians, and she looked like a little girl with tears in her eyes. And I am not a fan of Oprah.
Some of you may be like, "yeah sure, that's what a presidency is all about, dancing...give me a break...". You have to put this in perspective. One hundred and fifty years after the end of slavery, a man that would have (despite his intelligence and influence) been maybe working on a farm, or a plantation. He is a symbol of freedom. If you have ever felt pushed aside for what you look like, or because you were different in some way, our President is who you should think of. Yes, the man is brilliant academically, and the ladies love him, but he is still something to acknowledge. The beginning of hopefully a better America.
If he doesn't fulfill our "dreams" so what. He is still just a man. But by his being elected, we have shown something to the rest of the world. YES we can!
Be proud today, no matter your political path. Be proud to be an American! I know it sounds corny. But we made history. He has a lot to live up to. Give him a chance.
I want nothing more than to see this country great again!!!!
Think about it.
God bless, the United States of America! And just to be sure, keep your fingers crossed. :)
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
So Here We Are!
Well, it's time. Nov. 4th 2008 Election Day! Kids are off from school, many restaurants and chain food stores are offering free beverages and meals. Starbucks is offering a free cup of coffee (12oz) to anyone who says "I voted". Even if you don't drink coffee, give it to a homeless man or woman and say "here, I voted".
Never before has there been such electricity in the air over an election! O.k. there has been, but I'm talking about right here right now. This is something that will be analyzed and used as historical reference for years to come.
Some say neither candidate is worth their weight in Oreos, but I say nay. "NAY!" This is a turning point in our country's history. It also has a ripple effect with our public relations around the globe.
We need reform, and optimism! Is it going to be difficult for our new President to "change" things, or to put our "country first"? Hell yeah it is, but something is happening, right now! With a thought, and a flick of a switch (o.k. maybe a few switches...)
Then there are the idiots. I was just informed that students from the University of Chicago are being advised to stay in doors specifically if Obama does not win. The University is located near a not so safe area, and the city of Chicago wants nothing bad to happen.
Are you f-ing kidding me? Are you guys animals are what? Only lions and elephants (I'm not saying monkeys, I'm not an asshole) would run rampant in the state of anger and disappointment. That is exactly what the right-siders will point at if things don't go Obama's way. I will never understand that type of behavior! Ever!
I am sorry for Sen. Obama as his grandmother did die recently and will miss this exciting moment her grandson has brought about.
If you haven't yet, do not forget to vote, it's important that you do, even though I think there is always some under handed scheme going on if things are not in favor of a certain party's objective.
So, here we are people. At the edge of the volcano. So much on the line, so much excitement to witness. The air is thick with moca-latayes.....and a fever is air born. It makes your heart pump, and your palms sweat. It's what hopes and dreams are made of. It is an election you WILL be discussing with your grand children.
No matter the outcome, the story is a great one! Of a great country, with great people!
Hopefully with a great future!!!!!!
Be well, and be a part of it!
Oh and Zack and Miri make a Porno was hysterical!!!!
Never before has there been such electricity in the air over an election! O.k. there has been, but I'm talking about right here right now. This is something that will be analyzed and used as historical reference for years to come.
Some say neither candidate is worth their weight in Oreos, but I say nay. "NAY!" This is a turning point in our country's history. It also has a ripple effect with our public relations around the globe.
We need reform, and optimism! Is it going to be difficult for our new President to "change" things, or to put our "country first"? Hell yeah it is, but something is happening, right now! With a thought, and a flick of a switch (o.k. maybe a few switches...)
Then there are the idiots. I was just informed that students from the University of Chicago are being advised to stay in doors specifically if Obama does not win. The University is located near a not so safe area, and the city of Chicago wants nothing bad to happen.
Are you f-ing kidding me? Are you guys animals are what? Only lions and elephants (I'm not saying monkeys, I'm not an asshole) would run rampant in the state of anger and disappointment. That is exactly what the right-siders will point at if things don't go Obama's way. I will never understand that type of behavior! Ever!
I am sorry for Sen. Obama as his grandmother did die recently and will miss this exciting moment her grandson has brought about.
If you haven't yet, do not forget to vote, it's important that you do, even though I think there is always some under handed scheme going on if things are not in favor of a certain party's objective.
So, here we are people. At the edge of the volcano. So much on the line, so much excitement to witness. The air is thick with moca-latayes.....and a fever is air born. It makes your heart pump, and your palms sweat. It's what hopes and dreams are made of. It is an election you WILL be discussing with your grand children.
No matter the outcome, the story is a great one! Of a great country, with great people!
Hopefully with a great future!!!!!!
Be well, and be a part of it!
Oh and Zack and Miri make a Porno was hysterical!!!!
Friday, October 31, 2008
Greetings All
I'm aware that recently I blogged about Barack Obama, and a colleague said, "you spelled Barack wrong". I told him no, I didn't. Because I spell his name with power...with strength. If the "c" is added then his name is not memorable. The B-a-r-a-k as I spell it, makes you remember him. It's how I interpret his name, and the vibe I get. I'm kidding I really thought it was spelled without a "c". But the man does inspire me.
Say it with me people, BARAK Obama! I believe in him. He believes in us. At least that is what I like to believe. Inspiration goes a long way.
This country was created by a group of people inspired by a notion that "the people" can live free. A place where the people have a say. Now we all know that the government will never give us complete control, so you have to take care of your own. Uncle Sam isn't really your uncle, he just says that so you'll fork over taxes and get sentimental over soldiers sent to die for something they were told they should believe in. I am a soldier supporter, so don't get angry please.
O.k. So I spelled his name wrong. How many of you knew that? :)
My heart is in the right place, so, nah nah nah nah naaaaah! Anyway...My apologies for spelling the Sen.'s name incorrectly. If he knew I'm sure he'd pat me on the shoulder and say, "that's quite alright son...as long as you know who I am...." CAN I GET AN AMEN!!!!!!!! Haha, kidding again! I get the feeling McCain would just ask me where I've invested my money. :)
O.k., I've covered my tracks...kinda-
Happy Halloween! And Bababooey to you all!
Say it with me people, BARAK Obama! I believe in him. He believes in us. At least that is what I like to believe. Inspiration goes a long way.
This country was created by a group of people inspired by a notion that "the people" can live free. A place where the people have a say. Now we all know that the government will never give us complete control, so you have to take care of your own. Uncle Sam isn't really your uncle, he just says that so you'll fork over taxes and get sentimental over soldiers sent to die for something they were told they should believe in. I am a soldier supporter, so don't get angry please.
O.k. So I spelled his name wrong. How many of you knew that? :)
My heart is in the right place, so, nah nah nah nah naaaaah! Anyway...My apologies for spelling the Sen.'s name incorrectly. If he knew I'm sure he'd pat me on the shoulder and say, "that's quite alright son...as long as you know who I am...." CAN I GET AN AMEN!!!!!!!! Haha, kidding again! I get the feeling McCain would just ask me where I've invested my money. :)
O.k., I've covered my tracks...kinda-
Happy Halloween! And Bababooey to you all!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Up Up and Away
Here we are only six days to the end of an era. Hopefully it will be the beginning of something new and fulfilling. I have slammed the right only because well, they're a little loony in my opinion, and I think the lesser of the "two evils" is really the better right now. We will see what our new Pres. has to offer in the new path this great country will take.
I will support whom ever wins and pray that the right choices are made.
Barak has been accused of socialist values with his support of the little guy. Um..well, isn't the little guy us, "bailing out" the big guys socialism??? Heck yeah it is.
O.k. so Barak served on a board with that terrorist dude. That makes him a terrorist supporter? That means if you ever meet someone, or talk to a person who has committed a crime, you too will be a criminal? What the hey!!?!?
There is not one way to help our country the pick up is going to be slow and tedious. I just don't think right now that the right will do what is "right". It's my humble opinion that we need to take care of ourselves as a nation and do what we have to. But the bailout? Really? If I or anyone I knew were in financial trouble, would Fannie Mae or any one of those companies help? Not for a second.
So again, think about where we are in our history. What we need to make this country the best it can be. It's not an easy task, but don't sell us (and yourself) short. There is nothing to be afraid of. Most distrust and aggression comes from fear. If it's Obama's name, just say so what. If it's the fact that he is a Muslim. Just say so what? He is a person that instills hope and promise to the back bone of this great country.
When big companies get tax brakes, it isn't jobs that are created. It's big bonuses for CEOs and managers. Exxon doesn't say, "oh well, we've received a billion dollar tax break..let's hire ten thousand new employees and add to the economy..." No, they give it to the top dogs as expense accounts, and vacations, and holiday checks. Do those in a higher position deserve bonuses...not with the tax break...use profits..use the owner's money. Don't bleed me for your unnecessary lush lifestyles.
We were for so long trying to see what was so great about McCain. When Obama speaks, he points out what is so great about me, my wife, my sisters, my parents, my nephews, my neighbors. The middle class, who has been dragged around for so very long finally have someone looking out for us.
So many have told me, or more warned me that I'd better be ready to apologize after Obama gets elected and ruins things. That will not happen. Sen. Barak may be the left side's poster boy, but he is different. He stood out from the rest of the candidates. That's what greatness is. You have the established "machine". Then there is one who walks to the beat of her/ his own drum. That is what makes this country great. The individuals who are just not like the rest. Who can command an audience and inspire the hearts of a country's people. Sheep do not lead the Shepard.
Come on people, let's move toward a better America!
I will support whom ever wins and pray that the right choices are made.
Barak has been accused of socialist values with his support of the little guy. Um..well, isn't the little guy us, "bailing out" the big guys socialism??? Heck yeah it is.
O.k. so Barak served on a board with that terrorist dude. That makes him a terrorist supporter? That means if you ever meet someone, or talk to a person who has committed a crime, you too will be a criminal? What the hey!!?!?
There is not one way to help our country the pick up is going to be slow and tedious. I just don't think right now that the right will do what is "right". It's my humble opinion that we need to take care of ourselves as a nation and do what we have to. But the bailout? Really? If I or anyone I knew were in financial trouble, would Fannie Mae or any one of those companies help? Not for a second.
So again, think about where we are in our history. What we need to make this country the best it can be. It's not an easy task, but don't sell us (and yourself) short. There is nothing to be afraid of. Most distrust and aggression comes from fear. If it's Obama's name, just say so what. If it's the fact that he is a Muslim. Just say so what? He is a person that instills hope and promise to the back bone of this great country.
When big companies get tax brakes, it isn't jobs that are created. It's big bonuses for CEOs and managers. Exxon doesn't say, "oh well, we've received a billion dollar tax break..let's hire ten thousand new employees and add to the economy..." No, they give it to the top dogs as expense accounts, and vacations, and holiday checks. Do those in a higher position deserve bonuses...not with the tax break...use profits..use the owner's money. Don't bleed me for your unnecessary lush lifestyles.
We were for so long trying to see what was so great about McCain. When Obama speaks, he points out what is so great about me, my wife, my sisters, my parents, my nephews, my neighbors. The middle class, who has been dragged around for so very long finally have someone looking out for us.
So many have told me, or more warned me that I'd better be ready to apologize after Obama gets elected and ruins things. That will not happen. Sen. Barak may be the left side's poster boy, but he is different. He stood out from the rest of the candidates. That's what greatness is. You have the established "machine". Then there is one who walks to the beat of her/ his own drum. That is what makes this country great. The individuals who are just not like the rest. Who can command an audience and inspire the hearts of a country's people. Sheep do not lead the Shepard.
Come on people, let's move toward a better America!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Woop There it Is!
Sarah Palin appeared on Saturday Night Live this past weekend. Even though she showed a great deal of humility and good humor about herself and her position in the election, she's still just a goof in my opinion. It's not the media's portrayal of her, not in the least. It's her quirky benevolent attitude that erupts from her Muppet like plastered smile, with her Alaskan redneck twang in her voice. Mostly, it's her way less than serious attitude when discussing, well anything. Everything is a joke. Everything can be slid aside, and a joke fills in what informed, intelligent thought should. It's a comedian's job to be funny when in front of a crowd. Not a politician's.
She is attractive yes, and seems friendly. there are millions of soccer Mom's that identify with her approach and position. THAT is what terrifies me. This country has good people who are ill informed and perhaps a bit naive, and there are some who just aren't smart, I'll let you fill in the blanks.
Alec Baldwin complemented her on her looks, and I'm sure she's met a humble Tina Fey. Then again George Bush Sr. actually invited Dana Carvey to the white house for his impression of "Not gonna do it....eh ehhhh..". So, the republicans can laugh at themselves, good for them. Four more years, maybe not so good for us. Not right now.
I'm a believer of both parties meeting somewhere in the middle. I don't think anyone is 100% for either side.
The buzz was big, and the pay off was fun. You should google Amy Poehler's rap she did during weekend update segment. It was Off Da Hook! Haha!
Woop there is is! (she made no reference to the rap song I am referencing, but I needed a fun title for my blog that ..oh well you get it.)
Hulk SMASH today on DvD!
Get your green ON!
She is attractive yes, and seems friendly. there are millions of soccer Mom's that identify with her approach and position. THAT is what terrifies me. This country has good people who are ill informed and perhaps a bit naive, and there are some who just aren't smart, I'll let you fill in the blanks.
Alec Baldwin complemented her on her looks, and I'm sure she's met a humble Tina Fey. Then again George Bush Sr. actually invited Dana Carvey to the white house for his impression of "Not gonna do it....eh ehhhh..". So, the republicans can laugh at themselves, good for them. Four more years, maybe not so good for us. Not right now.
I'm a believer of both parties meeting somewhere in the middle. I don't think anyone is 100% for either side.
The buzz was big, and the pay off was fun. You should google Amy Poehler's rap she did during weekend update segment. It was Off Da Hook! Haha!
Woop there is is! (she made no reference to the rap song I am referencing, but I needed a fun title for my blog that ..oh well you get it.)
Hulk SMASH today on DvD!
Get your green ON!
Friday, October 17, 2008
Round and Round
The debates are over. The dust has settled and who has come out ahead? Well, I guess that depends on who you are supporting. McCain made decent points, but to me acts like a knowledgeable grand father who is asked how would he change America if he could. I'm sure those on the side of the "right" would say Obama is worried about the little guy who doesn't add to the economy the way a business owner does. Well the little guy actually does. The middle class (both upper and lower) spend more on average on a consistent basis than the wealthy. Business owners do what they can to keep costs down and profits high. But they are there for profit only. Any business (unless nonprofit) works toward and only profit. Families work for their family and for the best life possible for their loved ones. Business owners are greedy and want luxurious lifestyles. I'M JUST KIDDING. The argument is a good one, and with our economy doing badly again...blah, blah, blah. The little guy / gal vs. the BIG Business!!!
Americans (legal or not) are going to go to work. Buy their expensive coffees and read their emails. They'll indulge for the holidays, and they'll still go on vacation. We'll bounce back, I'm sure of it, but at what cost? I've heard by right side-ers that you can't blame Bush for the economy, but you can blame Clinton. Left-ers and liberals and progressives tell me, it's entirely Bush's fault, he lost control and has nothing to offer. What can you do? Without knowing the truth (which is fed to us by the media mostly) there is one thing to do: vote.
I never thought I would ever care about politics. Perhaps it's me getting older, or being married, or the fact that (like every other American) such a tremendous chunk of my income goes to taxes that now that I want to know what they're doing with that money.
We as citizens will probably never know the exact truths, but maybe we don't want to know everything.
Think about this $5 a car to pass over the Whitestone Bridge. How many cars pass over her? Ten thousand a week? Maybe more? DEFINITELY more! Where does this cash go?
It's like beiing caught in a clothes dryer...we just go round and round!
Have a great weekend.
Americans (legal or not) are going to go to work. Buy their expensive coffees and read their emails. They'll indulge for the holidays, and they'll still go on vacation. We'll bounce back, I'm sure of it, but at what cost? I've heard by right side-ers that you can't blame Bush for the economy, but you can blame Clinton. Left-ers and liberals and progressives tell me, it's entirely Bush's fault, he lost control and has nothing to offer. What can you do? Without knowing the truth (which is fed to us by the media mostly) there is one thing to do: vote.
I never thought I would ever care about politics. Perhaps it's me getting older, or being married, or the fact that (like every other American) such a tremendous chunk of my income goes to taxes that now that I want to know what they're doing with that money.
We as citizens will probably never know the exact truths, but maybe we don't want to know everything.
Think about this $5 a car to pass over the Whitestone Bridge. How many cars pass over her? Ten thousand a week? Maybe more? DEFINITELY more! Where does this cash go?
It's like beiing caught in a clothes dryer...we just go round and round!
Have a great weekend.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Another Day
Fee Fye Fo Fum - I smell the Dow rise like the sun. Yes that's true. Yesterday the stock market rose up high and gave some a little faith. Don't get too excited. This is normal for an unstable time. This will happen a few more times, then it will sink and then rise again.
We are living through very bizarre times, and we will get through this as we have gotten through other catastrophes. This one though is man made, not like that global warming (wink).
October is a time for leaves to turn, goblins to crawl and Christmas trees to be up at the local mall? Yes, in a mall I work near, Macy's has already put up around ten large Christmas trees, fully decorated with holiday decorations and doo-dads all around on sale. At first I was annoyed and bothered, then I immediately realized that the stores have no choice. With an economy in near ruins, and Americans (who celebrate) want to have their holidays. Perhaps items can be bought a little at a time.
The film industry doesn't seem to be hit by the financial collapse. Films come out weekly like they were all in a cookie jar that an anxious child tipped over. If they were made, and marketing dollars went out, then I guess Hollywood has no choice but to try to put those dollars back in. I guess vaudeville was a success after the depression hit.
It's interesting to me that people still can justify entertainment spending when things are so tight.
I'm not pointing fingers, I LOVE movies. I'm just wondering if escaping from reality is the reason. Even when the economy is doing well, people love to be entertained. Americans work hard and so they want to play hard. That can justify one's existence. Well, enjoy.
I've read that if we do not comply with the bailout martial law will be carried out to ensure this countries survival.
Let freedom reign.
Oh and Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull comes out today on DvD. Shame on you Steven Spielberg and you George Lucas. Shame on you for destroying one of the most beloved film heroes in American cinema, dare I say the world.
You Lucas already crushed every heart of Star Wars Fans in the US (I'm sure they loved them in France) with your trashy episodes 1-3, yuck!
It's time Mr. Spielberg you stick to the topics you understand at your respectable elderly age. I'm not bitter, just so very hurt by what you did to Indy. Dr. Jones deserved a better send off. Not that the ending of his last flick (in 1989) wasn't perfect, literally riding off into the sunset.
To take off the heat from them, The Incredible Hulk comes out (on DvD) next Tuesday! The mean green is no Indiana Jones, but may act as the "spoon full of sugar" to make the feces go down somewhat smoothly.
Swallow slowly. Taste it all.
Ah, just another day...
We are living through very bizarre times, and we will get through this as we have gotten through other catastrophes. This one though is man made, not like that global warming (wink).
October is a time for leaves to turn, goblins to crawl and Christmas trees to be up at the local mall? Yes, in a mall I work near, Macy's has already put up around ten large Christmas trees, fully decorated with holiday decorations and doo-dads all around on sale. At first I was annoyed and bothered, then I immediately realized that the stores have no choice. With an economy in near ruins, and Americans (who celebrate) want to have their holidays. Perhaps items can be bought a little at a time.
The film industry doesn't seem to be hit by the financial collapse. Films come out weekly like they were all in a cookie jar that an anxious child tipped over. If they were made, and marketing dollars went out, then I guess Hollywood has no choice but to try to put those dollars back in. I guess vaudeville was a success after the depression hit.
It's interesting to me that people still can justify entertainment spending when things are so tight.
I'm not pointing fingers, I LOVE movies. I'm just wondering if escaping from reality is the reason. Even when the economy is doing well, people love to be entertained. Americans work hard and so they want to play hard. That can justify one's existence. Well, enjoy.
I've read that if we do not comply with the bailout martial law will be carried out to ensure this countries survival.
Let freedom reign.
Oh and Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull comes out today on DvD. Shame on you Steven Spielberg and you George Lucas. Shame on you for destroying one of the most beloved film heroes in American cinema, dare I say the world.
You Lucas already crushed every heart of Star Wars Fans in the US (I'm sure they loved them in France) with your trashy episodes 1-3, yuck!
It's time Mr. Spielberg you stick to the topics you understand at your respectable elderly age. I'm not bitter, just so very hurt by what you did to Indy. Dr. Jones deserved a better send off. Not that the ending of his last flick (in 1989) wasn't perfect, literally riding off into the sunset.
To take off the heat from them, The Incredible Hulk comes out (on DvD) next Tuesday! The mean green is no Indiana Jones, but may act as the "spoon full of sugar" to make the feces go down somewhat smoothly.
Swallow slowly. Taste it all.
Ah, just another day...
Friday, October 10, 2008
Whether or Not
It's a nice day. The sun is shining, and our species is milling about. If you have not heard, over seas this morning there has been a crash of sorts in the economic foundation of Europe. This is just the beginning. A global collapse of historic proportions is on the horizon. Some predict so bad so, that countries around the world will want to have a say in who is elected President.
It will be the next thing my generation tells their grand children about. Yes, there was 9/ 11, and then came the collapse of the world's economy. Thank you Bush administration, thank you.
It's been eight long depressing years and it's time something else happens (I didn't say change). Things will get worse before they get better, but they will become really bad.
When the bail out was announced I went to the bank to deposit my bi-weekly check. The bank was filled with people and a creepy, ominous understanding that this was bad. Many people had wads of green stuff clumped in their fists, and bulging envelopes they were stuffing into their pockets and purses. I felt like I was witnessing something in a movie. A badly directed and horribly produced movie.
I am not an economics professor, I'm just a blue collar guy, that is lucky enough to draw cartoons for a living.
Whatever happens, I'm sure we'll survive, whether or not the right choice is made on November 4th.
Have a great weekend.
It will be the next thing my generation tells their grand children about. Yes, there was 9/ 11, and then came the collapse of the world's economy. Thank you Bush administration, thank you.
It's been eight long depressing years and it's time something else happens (I didn't say change). Things will get worse before they get better, but they will become really bad.
When the bail out was announced I went to the bank to deposit my bi-weekly check. The bank was filled with people and a creepy, ominous understanding that this was bad. Many people had wads of green stuff clumped in their fists, and bulging envelopes they were stuffing into their pockets and purses. I felt like I was witnessing something in a movie. A badly directed and horribly produced movie.
I am not an economics professor, I'm just a blue collar guy, that is lucky enough to draw cartoons for a living.
Whatever happens, I'm sure we'll survive, whether or not the right choice is made on November 4th.
Have a great weekend.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
At Random
I work on the tenth floor of a landmark building that exists in White Plains New York. I got to work and got on the elevator with an elderly gentleman who resembled a cross between Martin Short and Woody Allen. Something compelled me to say "hello, how are you?", this man is a complete stranger, I have never seen him in this building before. he replied "oh, I'm o.k. and how are you...?" "Surviving" I replied. He followed that by saying " I guess that's all you can do at this point. You know this country isn't what it should be. The Bush has single-handedly ruined this great country with his, his, mismanaging of everything. It's terrible, don't get me started. " I told him I agreed whole heartedly, and he left on his floor. That's where we are. A stranger's expression, in an elevator.
This country is great and I love it...we just need to grab hold of those boots straps real tight.
I watched a bit of the debate, and McCain keeps using "my friends" and "this guy" when he refers to Barak. I think McCain is a little robot too when he takes the microphone and waddles around the platform and tries to raise his arms up to make a point. O.k. that was mean, but he's not Presidential material.
There is a good time coming in this country. Just hold tight. Good things happen. Just at random.
It's a hot October day. Be well.
This country is great and I love it...we just need to grab hold of those boots straps real tight.
I watched a bit of the debate, and McCain keeps using "my friends" and "this guy" when he refers to Barak. I think McCain is a little robot too when he takes the microphone and waddles around the platform and tries to raise his arms up to make a point. O.k. that was mean, but he's not Presidential material.
There is a good time coming in this country. Just hold tight. Good things happen. Just at random.
It's a hot October day. Be well.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Criminal
So they signed the dotted line. The "bail out" is in full swing. If you were in trouble would the government step in to help you out? They would not. You got yourself into it and well, too bad. It's disgusting that this country is in this predicament. Why don't those companies just go bankrupt? They can't because they give credit lines to companies. Companies pay employees. If they can't...wait a minute. Shouldn't they have seen this coming? Shouldn't someone have said "hello, we're heading toward some trouble hear...". If someone did, no one was listening.
It's all b.s. this bail out nonsense. It's an atrocity. Some have said to me," if it'll help the country then take we should help". I already pay my taxes and I follow the God damned law. I even recycle (which is more costly and not good for the environment) and that's a lot. I'm not angry, just really annoyed and a little hurt that we are not being cared for by out gov't.
It's 2008 and we are in another Vietnam in the Middle East. we are facing another potential depression, and Sarah Palin....arrrrrgh! Oh and the French and (I think) Swedes want to fire atom smashing devices at each other and see if it creates a black hole!?!?! What they hell is going on here!?!? Our species is out of friggin' control. Why can't we just be happy living and breathing, and being. I'm not passive, but I'm not destructive either. O.k. I'm an artist and I do use paper, and I sometimes flush more than once , but I'm working on that.
It's f-ing criminal that Bush has been in charge for so long. It's a tragedy that the spine of this country has to "bail out" the anus. And it's terrifying that some see Palin as an asset.
I don't know, maybe I'm nuts. Maybe we're headed for the end. I just hope something happens to bring positivity into our country. We're sinking fast.
Today Sleeping Beauty is being released by Disney on DvD and Blue Ray. I say check it out, escapism may be worth it's weight in gold. (which is way up by the way)
Somebody call the cops!
It's all b.s. this bail out nonsense. It's an atrocity. Some have said to me," if it'll help the country then take we should help". I already pay my taxes and I follow the God damned law. I even recycle (which is more costly and not good for the environment) and that's a lot. I'm not angry, just really annoyed and a little hurt that we are not being cared for by out gov't.
It's 2008 and we are in another Vietnam in the Middle East. we are facing another potential depression, and Sarah Palin....arrrrrgh! Oh and the French and (I think) Swedes want to fire atom smashing devices at each other and see if it creates a black hole!?!?! What they hell is going on here!?!? Our species is out of friggin' control. Why can't we just be happy living and breathing, and being. I'm not passive, but I'm not destructive either. O.k. I'm an artist and I do use paper, and I sometimes flush more than once , but I'm working on that.
It's f-ing criminal that Bush has been in charge for so long. It's a tragedy that the spine of this country has to "bail out" the anus. And it's terrifying that some see Palin as an asset.
I don't know, maybe I'm nuts. Maybe we're headed for the end. I just hope something happens to bring positivity into our country. We're sinking fast.
Today Sleeping Beauty is being released by Disney on DvD and Blue Ray. I say check it out, escapism may be worth it's weight in gold. (which is way up by the way)
Somebody call the cops!
Friday, October 3, 2008
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Look Up
The heart beats and the mind soars. Your eyes open, you sit up and get out of bed. You have another day to live. It's miraculous that you have this ability. The wind is blowing and leaves are swirling in spirals through traffic and over black metal gates, cluttering the sidewalk. It's Autumn and it's perfect.
I think Autumn and Spring are the favorite seasons of many because they are easy going. They are the middle ground and they give you just enough to breathe deeply and be you. Summer and Winter are the right sided one way, cut off and stern seasons. They are what they are and they bring good things too, but are not as passive as the other two.
Seeing life in it's earliest of stages is something to behold and admire. It is more than one can express when experiencing it for the first time up close.
We are floating on a rock, covered in water spinning through the galaxy, in the universe. I mean, you can think about this all day. We as a species have become lost in a way due to our very own selfish, narcissistic nature. It's too bad we are so destructive and simple at the core.
The heart beats and the lungs compress. Eyes dart left and right. Get to work on time, and pay the bills. See the movie and watch the news.
If you happen to get a few minutes free. And no one is watching...
...look up.
You'll be glad you did. :)
I think Autumn and Spring are the favorite seasons of many because they are easy going. They are the middle ground and they give you just enough to breathe deeply and be you. Summer and Winter are the right sided one way, cut off and stern seasons. They are what they are and they bring good things too, but are not as passive as the other two.
Seeing life in it's earliest of stages is something to behold and admire. It is more than one can express when experiencing it for the first time up close.
We are floating on a rock, covered in water spinning through the galaxy, in the universe. I mean, you can think about this all day. We as a species have become lost in a way due to our very own selfish, narcissistic nature. It's too bad we are so destructive and simple at the core.
The heart beats and the lungs compress. Eyes dart left and right. Get to work on time, and pay the bills. See the movie and watch the news.
If you happen to get a few minutes free. And no one is watching...
...look up.
You'll be glad you did. :)
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
The Freedom of Being
The follow through in life may be as technically challenging as the one in golf. Things change and you can either change with them or bring on your own. The individuals I know would rather be the change they want to see in the world, but usually follow anyway; me too.
I become so inspired by what's happening in the world, even-though things are dangerously close to the edge. It's always darkest before the dawn...right? We must walk through the darkness to emerge in the basking sunshine as the hero...right?
How is it in 2008 that not only are we facing World War three with a possible depression following? What have we learned from the past? Nothing I assume. Kennedy was wrong, it is what our government should do for us. We are the spine of this beast, and we cannot live for very long if crippled. There is no accountability and the problems have been piling up for the past 50 years.
I am not a political analyst, and I'll never profess to having all the facts, nor any answers. I am a concerned American that is (like everyone else) living through a very dark time in our history. After the Great depression, both World Wars, Vietnam, Korea, assassinations (attempted and completed), corporation scandals, and 9/11. What the hell is going on?
If you haven't seen the new Palin interview with Katie Couric (it aired 9/29), as McCain sits close by to extinguish any shady journalism (gotcha!). It's the greatest mockery of what this country is supposed to be. I'm not attacking the right by any means, there is just no way I want these imbeciles running my country. That's right, I pay my taxes, so this country is mine! Every American should feel this way, and there should be a full renewal of our power as voters. You can defend the right side all you want. The left is no pot of gold, but at least for right now there's consistency. I respect McCain for what he's accomplished and survived, he is an American symbol of strength. But he chose Palin, and she is a complete idiot. The only positive about Palin is that her face got Tina Fey back on the openings of Saturday Night Live (you tube them, she's fantastic).
That is where we are. We are waiting to go into those voting booths and make something happen. I'm not an idealist, I used to be, and I'm worn thin. I'm a realist, and maybe an optimist when I need something to believe in (I hate it that I'm referring to a Poison song, but so be it).
There are bad things on both sides as in any election of almost any election year (still being diplomatic). Right now, at this moment we need a path. If our new president is to wear the label "leader of the free world" let's make sure it fits well.
If there are (I'm sure there are) those who have Obama's race as an issue, you're just dumb. It's not an issue. Or at the very least it shouldn't be. Open your eyes and just see beneath the surface. Don't take the easy way out. Don't take offense, just take note.
Yes, Clinton made mistakes, and Bush senior made mistakes, and Bush Jr. is a douche bag, but the truth is any person who is "elected" (what happened in Florida???) may not be 100% perfect, but I think it's time to think about our families. It's time to think about living and prospering. Think about, just tomorrow. It's the tomorrow's I am concerned about, I'll survive today. I'll take 80% right now, heck I'll take 50%. But we should expect nothing less that 110%!
It's funny, I was going to express my thoughts on individual freedom. The art of "just being" is sometimes lost in our quick paced society. Then it hit me. We are not free. We pay for everything we have in this country, and if you think differently, go and speak freely about things you cannot tolerate. If you're too specific, they'll come to check you out.
I love where I live, and I know the U.S. is not a perfect place, but we are on the verge of drowning. This is NOT a perfect place. But perfection is an abstract term, created by a flawed being. It's all subjective.
Chris Rock said on his latest HBO special, (paraphrasing) "you have to be pretty bad if you make people vote for a black guy!" And also, "I'm not voting for the guy who got caught, I'm voting for the guy who got away!" Pretty funny and pretty hard core. That's where we are. It's the follow through. It's the freedom of being... ...an American. I'm not sure what that means anymore.
I'm still waiting for Jim Henson to pop up from underneath Palin, and all of us breathing a sigh of relief. But that isn't happening.
Do I hate McCain? No, I do not. I think his unpredictability was a good thing, it would have kept us on our toes, he was a maverick. Did he choose poorly in Palin? Absolutely. She is his biggest failure.
Oh and by the way, "I am Iron man!"
(Out today on DvD and Blue-ray, get your copy now!) :)
I become so inspired by what's happening in the world, even-though things are dangerously close to the edge. It's always darkest before the dawn...right? We must walk through the darkness to emerge in the basking sunshine as the hero...right?
How is it in 2008 that not only are we facing World War three with a possible depression following? What have we learned from the past? Nothing I assume. Kennedy was wrong, it is what our government should do for us. We are the spine of this beast, and we cannot live for very long if crippled. There is no accountability and the problems have been piling up for the past 50 years.
I am not a political analyst, and I'll never profess to having all the facts, nor any answers. I am a concerned American that is (like everyone else) living through a very dark time in our history. After the Great depression, both World Wars, Vietnam, Korea, assassinations (attempted and completed), corporation scandals, and 9/11. What the hell is going on?
If you haven't seen the new Palin interview with Katie Couric (it aired 9/29), as McCain sits close by to extinguish any shady journalism (gotcha!). It's the greatest mockery of what this country is supposed to be. I'm not attacking the right by any means, there is just no way I want these imbeciles running my country. That's right, I pay my taxes, so this country is mine! Every American should feel this way, and there should be a full renewal of our power as voters. You can defend the right side all you want. The left is no pot of gold, but at least for right now there's consistency. I respect McCain for what he's accomplished and survived, he is an American symbol of strength. But he chose Palin, and she is a complete idiot. The only positive about Palin is that her face got Tina Fey back on the openings of Saturday Night Live (you tube them, she's fantastic).
That is where we are. We are waiting to go into those voting booths and make something happen. I'm not an idealist, I used to be, and I'm worn thin. I'm a realist, and maybe an optimist when I need something to believe in (I hate it that I'm referring to a Poison song, but so be it).
There are bad things on both sides as in any election of almost any election year (still being diplomatic). Right now, at this moment we need a path. If our new president is to wear the label "leader of the free world" let's make sure it fits well.
If there are (I'm sure there are) those who have Obama's race as an issue, you're just dumb. It's not an issue. Or at the very least it shouldn't be. Open your eyes and just see beneath the surface. Don't take the easy way out. Don't take offense, just take note.
Yes, Clinton made mistakes, and Bush senior made mistakes, and Bush Jr. is a douche bag, but the truth is any person who is "elected" (what happened in Florida???) may not be 100% perfect, but I think it's time to think about our families. It's time to think about living and prospering. Think about, just tomorrow. It's the tomorrow's I am concerned about, I'll survive today. I'll take 80% right now, heck I'll take 50%. But we should expect nothing less that 110%!
It's funny, I was going to express my thoughts on individual freedom. The art of "just being" is sometimes lost in our quick paced society. Then it hit me. We are not free. We pay for everything we have in this country, and if you think differently, go and speak freely about things you cannot tolerate. If you're too specific, they'll come to check you out.
I love where I live, and I know the U.S. is not a perfect place, but we are on the verge of drowning. This is NOT a perfect place. But perfection is an abstract term, created by a flawed being. It's all subjective.
Chris Rock said on his latest HBO special, (paraphrasing) "you have to be pretty bad if you make people vote for a black guy!" And also, "I'm not voting for the guy who got caught, I'm voting for the guy who got away!" Pretty funny and pretty hard core. That's where we are. It's the follow through. It's the freedom of being... ...an American. I'm not sure what that means anymore.
I'm still waiting for Jim Henson to pop up from underneath Palin, and all of us breathing a sigh of relief. But that isn't happening.
Do I hate McCain? No, I do not. I think his unpredictability was a good thing, it would have kept us on our toes, he was a maverick. Did he choose poorly in Palin? Absolutely. She is his biggest failure.
Oh and by the way, "I am Iron man!"
(Out today on DvD and Blue-ray, get your copy now!) :)
Monday, September 29, 2008
Guilt Free
You don't have to pay for it but you do. Guilt is the number one emotional controlling device used by loved ones to get what they want or what they believe to be right. Parents, spouses, friends and siblings all use guilt to get what they need. Our Government just uses good old fashioned abuse. So get your crowbars ready to open those wallets to "bail out" those less middle classed then you. (We need a good revolution in this crappy country, scumbags)
Can you be guilt ed into doing something you'd really rather not do? Do you have the strength to say "no, I'm not being guilt ed into that"? Are you focused enough to not feel bad and crumble when a loved one (spouse or gf/ bf) makes you feel bad about being the person you are, when you've only heard good things from most?
If you are one of the fortunate few who obtain that personal power and can walk away from the proverbial pile of bricks then congrats. I've found out that many people cannot. If you're lucky you have a friend or two who can be a coach and prepare you for that guilt ridden bout around the corner. If you have difficulty, and your loved one is great at using logic to mathematically corner you, then think way out of the box. Go to places where logic cannot prosper. Go to the needs of the individual.
I've heard "that's not normal" or "you're way to old to..." and even "no one else I know does that" and maybe even " most of the world doesn't do it that way". The "it's" and the "what's" are irrelevant for right now. It's the crazy maker in your life that just doesn't see things the way you do and will persist with the brick loading until your knees buckle and your back gives out.
There is a great way to stop this attack on your mind, simply say "I don't/ I won't accept your guilt anymore". It's worded kind of new age-like and flaky, but not only does it bring the reality to the front, it startles and sometimes angers the attacker. Which can be both hysterical and decisive for your argument.
Go for it if you suffer from the guilt you've been ask to carry. Be strong even if your ripping apart on the inside. If you have to leave the room right after because your sick due to the confrontation, go and leave. These polite predators are feasting on the innocent and easy-going, and there response sometimes is "well, if you can't stand up for yourself, then that's your problem". Well, not accepting their guilt openly is like walking around with a sawed off shot gun under your trench coat.
It only has to be fired once, and then they'll flinch and change their approach. Maybe even learning from the experience.
The sun came out today, after a Grey, warm and slimy weekend.
Good day to buy a shotgun.
Can you be guilt ed into doing something you'd really rather not do? Do you have the strength to say "no, I'm not being guilt ed into that"? Are you focused enough to not feel bad and crumble when a loved one (spouse or gf/ bf) makes you feel bad about being the person you are, when you've only heard good things from most?
If you are one of the fortunate few who obtain that personal power and can walk away from the proverbial pile of bricks then congrats. I've found out that many people cannot. If you're lucky you have a friend or two who can be a coach and prepare you for that guilt ridden bout around the corner. If you have difficulty, and your loved one is great at using logic to mathematically corner you, then think way out of the box. Go to places where logic cannot prosper. Go to the needs of the individual.
I've heard "that's not normal" or "you're way to old to..." and even "no one else I know does that" and maybe even " most of the world doesn't do it that way". The "it's" and the "what's" are irrelevant for right now. It's the crazy maker in your life that just doesn't see things the way you do and will persist with the brick loading until your knees buckle and your back gives out.
There is a great way to stop this attack on your mind, simply say "I don't/ I won't accept your guilt anymore". It's worded kind of new age-like and flaky, but not only does it bring the reality to the front, it startles and sometimes angers the attacker. Which can be both hysterical and decisive for your argument.
Go for it if you suffer from the guilt you've been ask to carry. Be strong even if your ripping apart on the inside. If you have to leave the room right after because your sick due to the confrontation, go and leave. These polite predators are feasting on the innocent and easy-going, and there response sometimes is "well, if you can't stand up for yourself, then that's your problem". Well, not accepting their guilt openly is like walking around with a sawed off shot gun under your trench coat.
It only has to be fired once, and then they'll flinch and change their approach. Maybe even learning from the experience.
The sun came out today, after a Grey, warm and slimy weekend.
Good day to buy a shotgun.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Rhythm
Tap tap tap tap tip tap tip tap, tippit-tap, pat tap, tip , pattt! The rain raps against the windows of my car, and it opens me up. Tap tap tip tap, patap, patttaa-tapp, in a rhythm. My mind becomes clear and I drive. The windshield wipers slish-slash in tandem with the rain, and the engine roars to pull us up a hill. I'm in the clear, and a million miles away from the wet concrete and steel. On a mountain top, or in a river. The energy is intoxicating and I want more. The window opens a crack, and the wind rushes in. I'm blown away. I play a song that crunches the sounds together (yes, it's a Metallica song "My Apocalypse").
There's thunder in my soul now and I'm ready. For what, I have no idea. But there's a smile on my face and I'm racing to work (figuratively speaking, I'm a safe driver). I want to share this passionate moment with the world. For now, it's just the steering wheel and the tires that hold the road tight. Every moment should be like this. Who needs drugs, I am so damn high right now (I'm a geek I know).
My time is limited and I want to tell you fast. Fast, that's it. Act! When you know something or think it. Waist no time. Feel the rhythm! Go, baby go!
The music gives me strength and inspiration, and I roar like a lion! I wish I could package this (always marketing, ha!).
I caress and work out my demons, but I make sure to have more muscle then them. Remind them who's in charge, but we are all friends.
The rain, it's mystical. It tap-tap-taps for you. It leads you, it soaks you, it makes you late for work.
Run through the rain with your arms wide open.
Feel the Rhythm!
If it hasn't happened for you, maybe it will one day. It happens to me all the time. It's a blast.
Feel the Rhythm!
Stay Dry. :)
There's thunder in my soul now and I'm ready. For what, I have no idea. But there's a smile on my face and I'm racing to work (figuratively speaking, I'm a safe driver). I want to share this passionate moment with the world. For now, it's just the steering wheel and the tires that hold the road tight. Every moment should be like this. Who needs drugs, I am so damn high right now (I'm a geek I know).
My time is limited and I want to tell you fast. Fast, that's it. Act! When you know something or think it. Waist no time. Feel the rhythm! Go, baby go!
The music gives me strength and inspiration, and I roar like a lion! I wish I could package this (always marketing, ha!).
I caress and work out my demons, but I make sure to have more muscle then them. Remind them who's in charge, but we are all friends.
The rain, it's mystical. It tap-tap-taps for you. It leads you, it soaks you, it makes you late for work.
Run through the rain with your arms wide open.
Feel the Rhythm!
If it hasn't happened for you, maybe it will one day. It happens to me all the time. It's a blast.
Feel the Rhythm!
Stay Dry. :)
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Tally Ho
When being a villain, one must deal with the rebuttal of facts and scenarios that will twist all logic and intelligent reasons and possibilities to go against you. The follow through is extremely important. Like in a great game of tennis (I don't play I observe) you must prepare yourself for the variable that may be thrown at you, and at the same time react to unaccounted for ball bouncing.
I failed in an attempt to be a villain at one point in the night. It resulted in a new experience and maybe a prospect. I was then a complete villain a little bit later in the evening, and although it was a definite challenge to stick to my guns, it felt kinda good. Sticking to my guns means (to me) being stubborn and non movable. Stating my position and point of view calmly and sternly. Any loop hole is a vacant spot for the knife and I can't afford to let in the other parties concepts. I did it. I was not the hero, and the night went on and everyone still were friends. Whew!
So, if I can keep this up, I'll either be at the top of the mountain, or dead from stress. Either way, it'll be the beat of my drum that does it. Even now I'm trembling inside to be able to tell people what I'm "not" doing with or for them, and what I will do.
I don't want to be the hated one, and I'm not talking about mean. There are some of us out there that do this automatically. They don't feel the guilt, or remorse for their sniper hits.
Oh and our President addressed the nation last night about the recession. I wanted to punch my t.v. screen.
There's a fine line between being a "bad" and "good". Mr. Bush has to learn which is his ass and which his elbow.
Further more, now in the next day. There is a scale that tips and you must watch in which way it could lean. Making a choice and being stern with your position may give you the victory for the moment. Can it lead to a new found respect by your peers, or loved ones? I'm not exactly sure.
I do know (and have witnessed countless times) that when I've broken character and stood my ground, I've always been dismissed as just "stupid" or "what's gotten into you?".
Only once a younger sibling (the youngest) validated my war tactics (in defense of a personal attack) and it meant a lot to me.
I hope you, or "we" can stand up for what we know is right. The knot in my stomach gives me no comfort, so I meditate on my mind's renewal of itself. Strength comes from doing something even with your reservations, when you're terrified, when crashing and burning very well can be an option.
Someone I know lives by the quote "fortune favors the bold". I'll add to that by saying freedom is knowing where you stand, and knowing who you are. It may not be as prolific, but I'm doing my best to communicate what I'm feeling.
If any of you have checked out the new Metallica album, listen to All Night Mare Long. It got me to work today in good fired up spirits.
Anyway, I'm going to try to be the person I want to be. I hope you all do the same. There may be casualties along the way, but I guess that's life. I've never been respected by being the "nice guy". I've been liked yes, but I don't believe respected.
Someone close to me told me "say what it is you feel, and don't ever back down, stand your ground....even if there's a chance you'll be made the fool...at least you'll be respected for having a
been a man, even for just those few moments". I was fearful I might be disregarded. She told me, "nine times outta ten you're disregarded any way, at least you'll have who you are to walk away with."
She was right, I don't want to be a sheep. I want to just be me. As years pass by, I guess that me can be, any one I chose to be. I just need to open my eyes and see.
It can be, at times, so difficult; but I guess it's worth sticking to your guns. Going out guns blazin'!
Tally Ho!!!
I failed in an attempt to be a villain at one point in the night. It resulted in a new experience and maybe a prospect. I was then a complete villain a little bit later in the evening, and although it was a definite challenge to stick to my guns, it felt kinda good. Sticking to my guns means (to me) being stubborn and non movable. Stating my position and point of view calmly and sternly. Any loop hole is a vacant spot for the knife and I can't afford to let in the other parties concepts. I did it. I was not the hero, and the night went on and everyone still were friends. Whew!
So, if I can keep this up, I'll either be at the top of the mountain, or dead from stress. Either way, it'll be the beat of my drum that does it. Even now I'm trembling inside to be able to tell people what I'm "not" doing with or for them, and what I will do.
I don't want to be the hated one, and I'm not talking about mean. There are some of us out there that do this automatically. They don't feel the guilt, or remorse for their sniper hits.
Oh and our President addressed the nation last night about the recession. I wanted to punch my t.v. screen.
There's a fine line between being a "bad" and "good". Mr. Bush has to learn which is his ass and which his elbow.
Further more, now in the next day. There is a scale that tips and you must watch in which way it could lean. Making a choice and being stern with your position may give you the victory for the moment. Can it lead to a new found respect by your peers, or loved ones? I'm not exactly sure.
I do know (and have witnessed countless times) that when I've broken character and stood my ground, I've always been dismissed as just "stupid" or "what's gotten into you?".
Only once a younger sibling (the youngest) validated my war tactics (in defense of a personal attack) and it meant a lot to me.
I hope you, or "we" can stand up for what we know is right. The knot in my stomach gives me no comfort, so I meditate on my mind's renewal of itself. Strength comes from doing something even with your reservations, when you're terrified, when crashing and burning very well can be an option.
Someone I know lives by the quote "fortune favors the bold". I'll add to that by saying freedom is knowing where you stand, and knowing who you are. It may not be as prolific, but I'm doing my best to communicate what I'm feeling.
If any of you have checked out the new Metallica album, listen to All Night Mare Long. It got me to work today in good fired up spirits.
Anyway, I'm going to try to be the person I want to be. I hope you all do the same. There may be casualties along the way, but I guess that's life. I've never been respected by being the "nice guy". I've been liked yes, but I don't believe respected.
Someone close to me told me "say what it is you feel, and don't ever back down, stand your ground....even if there's a chance you'll be made the fool...at least you'll be respected for having a
been a man, even for just those few moments". I was fearful I might be disregarded. She told me, "nine times outta ten you're disregarded any way, at least you'll have who you are to walk away with."
She was right, I don't want to be a sheep. I want to just be me. As years pass by, I guess that me can be, any one I chose to be. I just need to open my eyes and see.
It can be, at times, so difficult; but I guess it's worth sticking to your guns. Going out guns blazin'!
Tally Ho!!!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Stick to Your Guns
Are you a hero, or a villain? Now you may immediately feel responsible and think, "well, I'm a hero of course.." and I know those of you who would select villain. I'm not talking abouyt a comic book fantasy here. I'm not talking NBC's hit dramatic fantasy. I'm talking about in real life.
Are you the one who can stare a loved one in the face and say "no", "I'm not doing that", or "go by yourself, I'm staying home", or "I'm going to hang with my friends Thursday night, let's do dinner afterward"?
I only ask because I find it so difficult to face someone you love, or care for and to do what I have to do.
Are you a hero who makes all the right choices in the eyes of your loved ones and friends? Or, are you the villain who does what ever it is that is right for you when ever you need to? Now, all the smart people will respond by saying, "well, it's a balance of both really. You have to do what is right for you, and make sure the other people in your life are taken care of."
What do you feel when you do what is right for you, and what do you feel when you give in, every single time because you don't want to be disliked, or unloved, or the villain.
I think I've been trying to be a hero for far too long. It's a lot of heart ache, and tension.
The villains always have more fun, and are more interesting too. Don't most women love the "bad boy". The hero gets boring Lois Lane. Ugh! Peter Parker got Mary Jane, but we all know that's b.s.! That ain't happenin' in real life (The Spider thing, that could definitely happen).
Can you look in the mirror and define what it is you are? Without comparison? Without ego, or id? when do you take a moral note to see who looks back in the reflection?
Maybe it's time to see what it is like to not be the hero all of the time. Not necessarily being a bad guy/ or girl. Perhaps thinking a little outta the box. More into me.....
Hmmmm.
Hey, Wanna know where I got these scars from?
-G.
Are you the one who can stare a loved one in the face and say "no", "I'm not doing that", or "go by yourself, I'm staying home", or "I'm going to hang with my friends Thursday night, let's do dinner afterward"?
I only ask because I find it so difficult to face someone you love, or care for and to do what I have to do.
Are you a hero who makes all the right choices in the eyes of your loved ones and friends? Or, are you the villain who does what ever it is that is right for you when ever you need to? Now, all the smart people will respond by saying, "well, it's a balance of both really. You have to do what is right for you, and make sure the other people in your life are taken care of."
What do you feel when you do what is right for you, and what do you feel when you give in, every single time because you don't want to be disliked, or unloved, or the villain.
I think I've been trying to be a hero for far too long. It's a lot of heart ache, and tension.
The villains always have more fun, and are more interesting too. Don't most women love the "bad boy". The hero gets boring Lois Lane. Ugh! Peter Parker got Mary Jane, but we all know that's b.s.! That ain't happenin' in real life (The Spider thing, that could definitely happen).
Can you look in the mirror and define what it is you are? Without comparison? Without ego, or id? when do you take a moral note to see who looks back in the reflection?
Maybe it's time to see what it is like to not be the hero all of the time. Not necessarily being a bad guy/ or girl. Perhaps thinking a little outta the box. More into me.....
Hmmmm.
Hey, Wanna know where I got these scars from?
-G.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Random
The most wonderful cool thing happened today. I met Richard Williams, the animator and designer of Roger Rabbit (and many other amazing doodles). He gave a lecture promoting animation and a masters class on DvD that everyone in any field should purchase and examine.
He was personable and dynamic and right down to earth with his explanations and stories forging his way through animation and art. He was an artist first and then became an animator. He is obsessed with this medium even after being in the industry for over 40 years. With two Oscars for Roger Rabbit alone and an entire industry bowing down before him, he spoke to us (and the entire staff at Blue Sky studios) as though he were a loving Father or Uncle.
I haven't been this inspired in a log time! I love my wife and my family with my entire heart, yet, as a creative obsessed creative, I long for that passion. The passion that keeps you up to four in the morning. The passion that wakes you right up at six the next day. The passion that has you walking with fire in your step. The passion that moves you.
Ask yourself right now; what moves you? What makes you grin and giggle? What does it for you?
If it's x-rated keep it private please, and if it hurts you or others, then seek help and a religion of your choice. If in fact, it uplifts you, and brings you to another level, a better level, then you should be doing it right now. Even if you just pick up a magazine, book or DvD about it. Engross yourself in it. There is no such thing as "I can't", or "I don't have the money", or "he won't let me do that", or "she won't let me do that".
It's your life. There are no dress rehearsals. It's all you baby!
Richard Williams said "it's all random". His life was/ is guided by his passion. The occurrences are random, but the focus and the fun are true! Point your sword and feel it! Ride the wave! Jump the curb! Skip home today, who cares!!!???
Please, for the love of you! Go and be, do, see or find what it is you love, and...
do it!
Love ya (really),
G.
He was personable and dynamic and right down to earth with his explanations and stories forging his way through animation and art. He was an artist first and then became an animator. He is obsessed with this medium even after being in the industry for over 40 years. With two Oscars for Roger Rabbit alone and an entire industry bowing down before him, he spoke to us (and the entire staff at Blue Sky studios) as though he were a loving Father or Uncle.
I haven't been this inspired in a log time! I love my wife and my family with my entire heart, yet, as a creative obsessed creative, I long for that passion. The passion that keeps you up to four in the morning. The passion that wakes you right up at six the next day. The passion that has you walking with fire in your step. The passion that moves you.
Ask yourself right now; what moves you? What makes you grin and giggle? What does it for you?
If it's x-rated keep it private please, and if it hurts you or others, then seek help and a religion of your choice. If in fact, it uplifts you, and brings you to another level, a better level, then you should be doing it right now. Even if you just pick up a magazine, book or DvD about it. Engross yourself in it. There is no such thing as "I can't", or "I don't have the money", or "he won't let me do that", or "she won't let me do that".
It's your life. There are no dress rehearsals. It's all you baby!
Richard Williams said "it's all random". His life was/ is guided by his passion. The occurrences are random, but the focus and the fun are true! Point your sword and feel it! Ride the wave! Jump the curb! Skip home today, who cares!!!???
Please, for the love of you! Go and be, do, see or find what it is you love, and...
do it!
Love ya (really),
G.
Rested Well
After a good night's sleep there is a great sense of renewal. Getting enough rest is essential. Many Americans do not rest well and therefore have to compensate for the body's lack of energy and alertness. That is something I've come to appreciate at this point in my life. If everyone can get at least six to seven hours (eight for the fortunate) of rest a day there would be less illness. Provided that we also eat well, exercise and have a good laughter filled lifestyle.
I'm no authority on the subject, I only know what I know from experience and of course watching 20/ 20, Datline, and 60 minutes. :)
There are morning people and there are not. The "nots" should be stayed away from, at all costs. I love my not, dearly, yet I learn the hard way time after time. Do not wake the sleeping bear; or spouse. You tube waking grizzly and you'll see what I mean.
As I was saying, if you cannot get your six, seven or eight hours at a clip, take naps. When the body rests fully it regenerates itself. You actually become better; stronger, smarter, funnier and friendlier. We are more accepting of each other and more loving to our families and friends.
So do you best tonight (or this afternoon), and relax your mind and sleep, if you can. Ambien is good for those hung up on thoughts, and a glass of wine is nice too (not with the Ambien of course).
Have a great day. Do what makes you happy. Follow your Bliss...
...and good night.
-G.
I'm no authority on the subject, I only know what I know from experience and of course watching 20/ 20, Datline, and 60 minutes. :)
There are morning people and there are not. The "nots" should be stayed away from, at all costs. I love my not, dearly, yet I learn the hard way time after time. Do not wake the sleeping bear; or spouse. You tube waking grizzly and you'll see what I mean.
As I was saying, if you cannot get your six, seven or eight hours at a clip, take naps. When the body rests fully it regenerates itself. You actually become better; stronger, smarter, funnier and friendlier. We are more accepting of each other and more loving to our families and friends.
So do you best tonight (or this afternoon), and relax your mind and sleep, if you can. Ambien is good for those hung up on thoughts, and a glass of wine is nice too (not with the Ambien of course).
Have a great day. Do what makes you happy. Follow your Bliss...
...and good night.
-G.
Monday, September 22, 2008
Thinking Success
After watching the Emmies last night I've come to the conclusion that it's not so easy to be an actor. I watched and analyzed what they were wearing and how they read from the teleprompter. One foul up and that's it. You're not doing your job. If you slouch, gain weight, or enjoy not wearing makeup you just may not fit into that standard. Such high standards we have as a species. Maybe we're just insecure is all?
I did notice the standard for being a woman in Hollywood. Make sure you can see every muscle in your neck when on camera. I remember anatomy lessons from college, and our models had no protruding muscles. They were just people.
I understand that being in front of a camera means scrutiny, however, I think we should take it easy and let those poor actresses eat a "sammich"! Although, I do like the way Julia Louis Dreyfus looks now, as opposed to her more rounded look from her Seinfeld days.
I am glad that 30 Rock did so well, and congrats to Tina Fey...because maybe we'll get more comedies on T.V. I don't watch commercials as my wife loves the power of DVR (Digital Video Recorder), we fast forward. So in a way (waaaay skewed), watching television is not as annoying. Commercials inundate us with so much product that I get distracted. I do fancy the movie trailers though, I sometimes go back for them.
I should be discussing the upcoming debates that are a about a week away. I think Biggest Loser will have to compete (Get it!?).
I do have ideas of who would be better to run this country, but I'm no authority. What I am finding out is is that at least every other person is. Everyone thinks they know what's wrong with our country, and what can be done to change things. Again, not everyone, but many. Why is it we can't discuss politics or religion in a social setting? Because we are out of control. We want more freedom, yay! Freedom to do what? I think the problems in this "great" country have been passed down from generation to generation. There will be someone one day. Not in my lifetime I fear. We are a dangerous animal and our species needs a lot of evolving to do.
This is just my opinion, and many would surely rebut my quirky position, but it has some validity to me.
I love my country. I love the world we live in. I want to believe in the best in all people. However, since I was a young boy, I've witnessed some bad stuff that my "fellow man" does to each other. It's pretty sad.
Yay for Tina Fey.
I did notice the standard for being a woman in Hollywood. Make sure you can see every muscle in your neck when on camera. I remember anatomy lessons from college, and our models had no protruding muscles. They were just people.
I understand that being in front of a camera means scrutiny, however, I think we should take it easy and let those poor actresses eat a "sammich"! Although, I do like the way Julia Louis Dreyfus looks now, as opposed to her more rounded look from her Seinfeld days.
I am glad that 30 Rock did so well, and congrats to Tina Fey...because maybe we'll get more comedies on T.V. I don't watch commercials as my wife loves the power of DVR (Digital Video Recorder), we fast forward. So in a way (waaaay skewed), watching television is not as annoying. Commercials inundate us with so much product that I get distracted. I do fancy the movie trailers though, I sometimes go back for them.
I should be discussing the upcoming debates that are a about a week away. I think Biggest Loser will have to compete (Get it!?).
I do have ideas of who would be better to run this country, but I'm no authority. What I am finding out is is that at least every other person is. Everyone thinks they know what's wrong with our country, and what can be done to change things. Again, not everyone, but many. Why is it we can't discuss politics or religion in a social setting? Because we are out of control. We want more freedom, yay! Freedom to do what? I think the problems in this "great" country have been passed down from generation to generation. There will be someone one day. Not in my lifetime I fear. We are a dangerous animal and our species needs a lot of evolving to do.
This is just my opinion, and many would surely rebut my quirky position, but it has some validity to me.
I love my country. I love the world we live in. I want to believe in the best in all people. However, since I was a young boy, I've witnessed some bad stuff that my "fellow man" does to each other. It's pretty sad.
Yay for Tina Fey.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Things Are Good...
Things are going well. It's a Friday, and there is no better day is there in the week. Saturday morning comes close, but nothing beats the promise of a Friday morning, with the weekend just waiting for you. The possibilities are endless.
Again, blogs are silly and who cares what anyone has to say. I really don't even care what our Presidential candidates have to say, but I have to right. The state of the union hangs in the balance. (Cue the dramatic music).
Hey have you checked out the new Metallica album Death Magnetic? It is severe and raw and fantastic. From the first track "That Was Just Your Life", you are engrossed in the heavy, fast guttural and melodic metal grooves of the best the East Coast has to offer! This is just my opinion yes, but if you're even curious about this album and you like the genre a tiny little bit, this album will sway you. Just get it. Wal-Mart has it for under ten dollars with tax. Take the chance, and just dig it.
Also, try to listen to the cd itself instead of importing it into Itunes immediately, here's why: The cd is recorded at the best levels possible so you, the audience/ fan can hear the music in its entirety. Itunes must change the format of the digital mapping of the music in order to change it to an mp3.
Since I've had my Ipod, I always thought the tunes I played sounded less dramatic. They didn't have the depth that my ears remembered when I used to use my portable cd player. When I found out about the truth of mp3s I felt validated.
So many of you may be saying "yeah, who didn't know that?". I didn't know that, and maybe there are other people who didn't either.
So, maybe the Cd world is may survive. Make sure people know this. I miss the days of putting in a whole cd, and listening to it from beginning to the end. I did do that with Death Magnetic. I listened to the Cd in my Sony mega bass porable cd player. It was the fury and fire I had missed. Deep bass chords and ripping guitar riffs taking me to another place.
I only wrote about this because music (like movies) touches so many people's lives. And I wanted to just say, "hey did you know...".
So maybe take a bit of time. Get glass of wine, or coffee and sit back with a Cd and enjoy. There's nothing like a Friday, with a good Cd to listen to.
Let your imagination fly. It's so good for you.
Take Care,
G.
Again, blogs are silly and who cares what anyone has to say. I really don't even care what our Presidential candidates have to say, but I have to right. The state of the union hangs in the balance. (Cue the dramatic music).
Hey have you checked out the new Metallica album Death Magnetic? It is severe and raw and fantastic. From the first track "That Was Just Your Life", you are engrossed in the heavy, fast guttural and melodic metal grooves of the best the East Coast has to offer! This is just my opinion yes, but if you're even curious about this album and you like the genre a tiny little bit, this album will sway you. Just get it. Wal-Mart has it for under ten dollars with tax. Take the chance, and just dig it.
Also, try to listen to the cd itself instead of importing it into Itunes immediately, here's why: The cd is recorded at the best levels possible so you, the audience/ fan can hear the music in its entirety. Itunes must change the format of the digital mapping of the music in order to change it to an mp3.
Since I've had my Ipod, I always thought the tunes I played sounded less dramatic. They didn't have the depth that my ears remembered when I used to use my portable cd player. When I found out about the truth of mp3s I felt validated.
So many of you may be saying "yeah, who didn't know that?". I didn't know that, and maybe there are other people who didn't either.
So, maybe the Cd world is may survive. Make sure people know this. I miss the days of putting in a whole cd, and listening to it from beginning to the end. I did do that with Death Magnetic. I listened to the Cd in my Sony mega bass porable cd player. It was the fury and fire I had missed. Deep bass chords and ripping guitar riffs taking me to another place.
I only wrote about this because music (like movies) touches so many people's lives. And I wanted to just say, "hey did you know...".
So maybe take a bit of time. Get glass of wine, or coffee and sit back with a Cd and enjoy. There's nothing like a Friday, with a good Cd to listen to.
Let your imagination fly. It's so good for you.
Take Care,
G.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Happy Birthday to...
To My wonderful sister Chrissy. She's smart, sweet, kind and beautiful. I hope she enjoys her special day.
Love you sis.
-Gino
Love you sis.
-Gino
Another Day....
Another day another dollar. Well actually, you may have to work more than a day to make that dollar. I've read that we are doing almost as well as Americans were during the great depression, considering the time and where we're at. Money is the goal of most Americans, and most people on the planet. It's unfortunate that we have diminished living human life to the cost of luxury.
I am not judging, because I love going to the movies, and going out to dinner...and I need my air conditioning. There is just something so upsetting about needing money and not having enough.
Anyone reading this will get angry or want to give there point of view. I know this, the people whom make a lot of money (that I know) want to make more and more of it. We want to justify our hard work and short lives with great experiences and cool things.
Well I say go for it. If you work hard and make a decent living; enjoy the green paper fruits of your labor. Life is short and when ever I converse with a person of experience (and elderly) they always talk about the things they haven't done.
Take the bull by the horns and drag your heels in the dirt. The scratches and bruises will be worth it.
Whatever it is you want to do, go and do it. Don't hurt anyone or yourself for that matter, but go out there and do it. Dance, shout, play and laugh. It heals the soul. Make your goals high and your life simple.
You are great, I believe this! Love life. It's all for you.
Have a great time! Love your-self! Go and get it! Yeeehaw!
I am not judging, because I love going to the movies, and going out to dinner...and I need my air conditioning. There is just something so upsetting about needing money and not having enough.
Anyone reading this will get angry or want to give there point of view. I know this, the people whom make a lot of money (that I know) want to make more and more of it. We want to justify our hard work and short lives with great experiences and cool things.
Well I say go for it. If you work hard and make a decent living; enjoy the green paper fruits of your labor. Life is short and when ever I converse with a person of experience (and elderly) they always talk about the things they haven't done.
Take the bull by the horns and drag your heels in the dirt. The scratches and bruises will be worth it.
Whatever it is you want to do, go and do it. Don't hurt anyone or yourself for that matter, but go out there and do it. Dance, shout, play and laugh. It heals the soul. Make your goals high and your life simple.
You are great, I believe this! Love life. It's all for you.
Have a great time! Love your-self! Go and get it! Yeeehaw!
Friday, September 12, 2008
New Day
Hey Peeps! It's a new day and another weekend. That should inspire you if you work a conventional job (5 days a week).
I didn't mention yesterday that is was the 11th of September, and I am sorry. I don't want to focus on what happened and let those people drag down our way of life. Yes, America may not be prefect but it's home for many of us, and that day was a sad occurrence in our history.
Today is a new day, and a Friday is a great day to refresh oneself.
The new Metallica album comes out today and I'm looking forward to it. Death Magnetic is the title. It's true in a way. Death is always on it's way. No matter your position in life. It reminds me to enjoy it as much as I can.
Do what makes you happy. Follow your bliss. Laugh at everything, and spend time with those you love and appreciate.
I'll write more when I can. Hope to hear from you in the great abyss when ever you have the time.
-G.
I didn't mention yesterday that is was the 11th of September, and I am sorry. I don't want to focus on what happened and let those people drag down our way of life. Yes, America may not be prefect but it's home for many of us, and that day was a sad occurrence in our history.
Today is a new day, and a Friday is a great day to refresh oneself.
The new Metallica album comes out today and I'm looking forward to it. Death Magnetic is the title. It's true in a way. Death is always on it's way. No matter your position in life. It reminds me to enjoy it as much as I can.
Do what makes you happy. Follow your bliss. Laugh at everything, and spend time with those you love and appreciate.
I'll write more when I can. Hope to hear from you in the great abyss when ever you have the time.
-G.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Well here goes nothing!
So, here it goes. I've heard about these things for a few years now, and I was I don't get it. Why blog, when there's email? Why blog, when there's cell phones, and texting and bars (to drink at)?
It is so "we" can have a voice? I'm not exactly sure. I do know that there are a lot of these things and I really never read or write to any of them. So, I'm certain mine will also fall into the black hole of over stimulation.
I wasn't even sure what to call this stupid thing. So, I just really thought, "who Cares?" I felt it was negative. So, I left off the question mark to leave it open so the title can have dual meaning. I'm hoping there will be lots and lots of opinions and points of view. In a few months, it will need more and more band with (I'm not even sure what that means).
So welcome to you, whom ever you may be, to a place to blog, and shout and say, what about me!
But really, Who Cares?
It is so "we" can have a voice? I'm not exactly sure. I do know that there are a lot of these things and I really never read or write to any of them. So, I'm certain mine will also fall into the black hole of over stimulation.
I wasn't even sure what to call this stupid thing. So, I just really thought, "who Cares?" I felt it was negative. So, I left off the question mark to leave it open so the title can have dual meaning. I'm hoping there will be lots and lots of opinions and points of view. In a few months, it will need more and more band with (I'm not even sure what that means).
So welcome to you, whom ever you may be, to a place to blog, and shout and say, what about me!
But really, Who Cares?
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